i wrote this very late with alcohol

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Carolyn Allen Photography

sad.

sad and i don’t know why.

happy.

happy and i don’t know why.

feeling sweet feelings

that are only phantom.

they don’t belong to me.

who am i stealing them from?

there are no answers

only impulses.

something sour in my stomach

and something buzzing in my mind

while my brain hovers,

frozen,

between them.

change and movement.

are they the magic, fix-it buttons?

drifting.

drifting and i can’t remember where i started.

just float on your back

and count the stars.

you’ll bump into land

eventually.

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